Yellow Lindsay Lohan

These are confessions of a Teenage drama queen:

We stopped talking because
I
decided my words were too precious
to waste on you
but I shed
a thousand tears
ripped through the
c section of my eyelids
gave birth to
comfort for your lie--

lasted one plus
the year
I met you--
you were an award winning actress.

Bio:
As a child its easier to play pretend
that you had a struggle
with identity
and you hated your father who just loved to
love
so you tried to be everything you weren't
because "spanish" chicks get more dubs
more phone numbers,
attention;
you never had the talent to compete with the competition

but I must admit I fell for the apparent trap
and got captivated with your tragedy.

Remember our jokes?
You'd laugh that weird laugh
something just short of a chuckle
no
it was more evil
a cackle--
hid curdling malice brewed in the pit of
insecurities
but

its not about you anymore
because the clock
reads about an hour forty five
since my ticket to your heart was refunded
the lights are on and I can see you
are nothing more than
a yellow lindsay lohan

that can't be sent to rehab for a personality disorder

cuz there's no cure for self hatred,
fire extinguishers for burnt bridges,
there's no bitch be gone
and duane reade ran out of hoe remover so

Here

as a token of appreciation
I picked up some band-aids for
your lies
you can't speak spanish and
you will ALWAYS have chinky eyes

siempre eres una chyna chica--

Get a clue mean girl.
Your limelight is fading.
Time to clap it up
the credits are un-rolling
your fabricated life size storyline

was
the worst movie I've ever seen

xoxo- your biggest fan

I'm so ready

1. SATs (BRING THEM ON)
2. UYE MEETING (Everyone should go to leadership camp)
3. Spring Break (FUCK YES)
4. Urban Word Semi-finals at the Nuyo (2nd times the charm)

I must expand on this:
I have made it to the semi-finals and for me that is a HUGE accomplishment.
I'm beyond estactic and proud of myself and my growth. Now that I've come this far, I'm ready to do MY best. Whatever that means and wherever that takes me be it the finals or back home lol. I'm so excited about this environment its gonna be a blast!
come and and see it if you can!

5. Junior Retreat
6. Easter/MY BIRTHDAY oot oot 17th

EASTER IS THE BEST

Observations..

Today
Rain drops pelted pavements
frosted over with snow-
glazed train tracks
delayed destinations.
So
nightfall's
starlight cascaded
on lost soul's hearts
cried for redemption
disgusted by the scent of past deeds
burning under the moonlight.

Music broke language barriers
flooding eardrums with sweet sounds
of childhood's embrace.
Ripped jeans carried tears
dropped with change into
a cup of silenced screams
you'd hear If only no one was thirsty

Cars' exhaust mugged lungs
throwing oxygen to the wind
they jumped curbs
spitting puddles at tourists' memories.
Their poison seeped through
carelessly fashioned coats, scarves, and gloves
chilling bones.
A cold shoulder is universal.

Sparing Change for Spring

I've been in a really great mood lately...and drama seems to be trying to bring me down. Particularly in the form of people my heart's been trying to ignore but...I'm done.

I have no change to spare and need to preserve self comes before all
So since we're no longer one.

Time to part ways with the old and make space for the new *breathes*

AND BESIDES!

Spring is coming...I'm a flower whose been waiting ALL WINTER to bloom!
It's go time!

Renaissance

I have begun my blog anew to match the new feeling of positivity surging through my life as of late.
Cheers to '09-2010!

:)